maybe my voice is very scary
but i am glad to have this low voice 
because i don't want to hear high tone voice all the time 
sometimes want to hit myself too
because sometimes i feel its higher
especially when i am glad or happy or being strange
i cannot sing female's songs very well
i feel me is too manly more than other males 
i think i have many male hormone in me too
so i could be somewhat calm when i am having the bloody days
because it means females hormone is there more or a lot than usually
i guess
not sure
i don't want to be so manly 
but i think i am strong more than many males 
i want to fight one time
i never punched a human in my life
so i want someone to let me
but if that one punched me i will call a police
πŸ“ž(・Ο‰・`)