why

why humans are so 

humans are

help me

there is not interesting humans at all for me

first of all all have others and if they say

"I have only few friends, I have only few to talk to"
what the

help me

tell me what it is

and what those humans saying

and what they want to do 

and what they want from me

and how they are 

tell me

what is that?

who they talk to?

it is what shouldn't say to someone who has 0 

don't you think so

i think so 

it just irritates me that why those humans would talk to me even if they have others

and not try to build the friendship with them more if those shits would call those shit friends as their friends

why not try to make it more shitty deep connection together with those shitty friends

and trying to have more 

that is why they will be just a shit to me

they can keep having shits forever

and never can stop feel lonely or satisfied and would want more and more and more

that is because they always wanting a lot 

I am wanting a lot from one person

then I will not need anybody else 

I have no good brain for keep having many others too

how they can talk about same thing to those other humans everyday

ah i see, they won't talk each others everyday

haaaaaaaaaaaha fjkewa

what is that

and call it as friends

but there is many who can think its friends and not mind even if they are not connected everyday is true

to me

its just shit

and me is alzhimer too

so i will forget if it happened to me for sure

and think whatever shit

so i will never want someone like that humans for me 

its easy to have such shitty friends i think

because just being shitty and give a shit and then that guys would throw me a shit and shit and shit shitshithsithsithishtlasjktklejaw

i don't want to do shit catch ball

not want to catch those human's shits

who wants to grab their shits?

i will just throw it on the floor

why this world is full of shits

it irritates me so very much

and not sure what i am saying now too

i am just too lonely and almost exploded and too bored too

my life is like a vomit 

tomorrow is also vomit

there is nothing fun for me or happy thing 

because there is not my person 

i hate it so very much

so i am angry now

because i cannot understand why that person is not be with me now

and where is that person

i hate every humans

and sometimes almost hate the person too

because making me wait 

and not help me 

and what that person doing 

maybe eating noodle now

i aslmot said bad words to the person too

i shouldn't be like that to the one

but there is not

so 

okay

i won't say

x・｀)mothearkejla