i want mom to take me with her when she would die
or its pretty irresponsible thing 
that leave like this her creation on this earth and just leave me getting rotten bit by bit and die
why they made me
i didn't have to need anything first of all and suffering in this world if i was not in this world
but they didn't wish me be here too
this is just a lonely boring world for me
and pretty troublesome too
everything is troublesome 
especially humans
and have to need a human is really bad for me
because i don't like them