Used 
It is a very scary thing 
If you used to get hurt
I cannot feel it bit by bit 
In my heart
I can feel something stabbing me 
But it is not like before
Because first thing is more hurts thing I think 
But humans will be strong 
Have a protection for it 
Shield 
But I cry suddenly
My heart is 
It feels like empty
Like there is not my heart
Maybe few 
Or it is very small now
Something trying hard to push the hurts from the heart 
And try to not get anymore hurts on there 
I cannot stand with hurts anymore
I have to protect myself from every hurts alone