This month's my objectives, goal? not sure how to say

Now I cannot move very well because of the backache but try to do small exercise and won't give up to change myself 

I want to keep do exercise
I want to keep eat yoghourt everyday too

not sure about almond 

I will not eat so much sweets, I will have a rule when I want to eat a sweet

I won't bully my tummy

I want to try to not hurt myself 

I want to try to be calm

I want to used to be alone more 

I want to have a patience more

I want to be thin and be healthy more

I want to have a good brain

I want to have a pretty light body like none gravity body

I think most important is after all the health

I want a good health 

I want my person

But If I cannot be so healthy one and would die soon
I think I cannot have anybody

but I don't know how to be healthy

I think the foods

But it is not what I can decide

because mom is the feeder

But I could request with a small voice

and If I was enough lucky, she would listen to me 

I think I really should lose my weight more 

but really not sure what happening in my body

and to the bone

who wants like this failed product

I cannot live normally

But I will try to not think its only me

Many live in this world with a lot of pain and hurts 

And they still live strong

But I do still jealous to other fat humans 

who has no body pains that much

I am not sure what is this

Me is really a failed product 

I want to stop saying those things about me too

If I can

but maybe nearly impossible 

But I hate these words too

I hate myaljkfewaghiauijfwela;fewakgjruaoikj

akfa

fjkewa

fjewgiuao

I want to feel less pain in this world

now I really want my body pain go away