Im touching this destroyed blanket when I go to sleep

I like touching that blanket corners a lot 

It makes me calm and sniffsniff too

It washed some days ago or a week ago so I like the smell 

But this blanket was not mine before I think 

Some blanket destroyed and had to change 

But I don't put this on my body 

This is just for touching blanket 

That part is totally destroyed but another part is still helped 

But I cannot touch so long

Because I get hurts soon on my hand

n・｀)🖖

But I like touching blanket corner since I was little

Because I can feel good on my fingers 

Rubrub my fingers on the blanket 

On my lips too

It feels good and can feel calm 

There is too many things on my oputon always 

Good smell 

ω・｀) sniffsniff

I can tell asleep soon 

Hope I can wakeup soon too

Because would go to get the case 

But somehow today hot

If my bully see this picture I would get bullied at school it must be 

But I will not stop using this 

Until it tear off all 

Even if it tear off

I can just cutcut and use some piece of the cloth

But mom would tell me though it

n・｀)🐻

It is always hard to be used to new things for me

And I would miss this soon 

I liked first my blanket 

But all destroyed 

So had to change to another and not sure what happened to the next 

Maybe tear off all

It was good if these won't broken forever then I can use this forever 

I love my sister because she is always with me since I was baby 

And I know her 

And she is my family 

ω・｀)🐻🐣

I'm very lucky 

I cannot live without her in this grossness world