I want to cut off my neck 

I don't want to feel this over and over again 

I want my person to kill all others that who hurts me

I want to connect with only my person 

All others will hurts me

My heart hurts 

I feel so much lonely 

I don't want to connect with wrong humans 

Because they all will make me feel more lonely and crazy and they can kill me easily 

They are okay

Nobody think what would happens to me 

So they can touch me easily 

So easily 

I hurt my arm again 

I didn't do it for a long time 

But now I had to do 

Because of somebody 

Who touches me and not care about my feelings 

Worst creatures

Who thinks they can come to me anytime 

Whenever they want 

After I feel tons of lonely and hurt alone

Those kind of humans always came with none face 

I really not want any to close to me who I told they cannot help me 

Because all of those humans madw my feel more lonely

Aftet I got a hope 

They didn't be what i expected 

What i wanted them to be 

They were all same

Who cannot understand me 

But just want to touch to my soul or just the body with the shitty hands 

Which never can helps me 

I don't need those humans 

I'm saying none is better because of it

Because I feel very lonely and would get so much lonely more if it was a wrong one whod makes my feel lonely or anxiery and so on

My heart felt so bad

And wanted to die so very much 

I wished if i just could kill myself without say these shitty things 

I really want to go away from everywhere with my person

Because those humans will come and hurt me

I do really hate those humans 

Who made me lonely and alone and come back to me

Or when they noticed they cannot have anybody   

I want only you 

You'd believe it 

Gross dickheads 

Useless

I want somebody to cut off their sticks 

All will be alright 

If i just could have my person and leave from everywhere

I will do it 

I really don't wabt to involved with any of those humans 

Who'll tell me 

I was worried about you 

After some years later and so on 

It makes me laugh just 

I don't feel anything from those humans 

I don't feel I am connected with any humans in this world 

I feel me is alone 

So very much 

I could control myself 

So didn't cut my arm that much 

But i did it again is sad 

Because why do I have to do it

But I was so sad and couldn't stand with the heartache

It hurts me so much 

If I have a hope or expext something from a wrong one 

And then those humans will leave me alone after all

And hurt me a lot

I really bit by bit hating humans so very much and wouldn't be the me, before me

I want my person so very much 

I want to connect with the person so very much 

And run from everywhere 

And never need to see anybody 

I will be worth only my person 

My person won't make me lonely like others did 

I know it

So I really like my person and i know that person is worth creature who i could trust and loving about