i am not sure if i really want to talk with a human or not
maybe just have nobody i want to talk to so i feel this way
there is no worth creature that i should talk to
everyone has others, or just a dickhead, someone who just want to mock me, stupid rotten brain one
most terrible is just a jappie lover guys
i always hope they would go to somewhere where they never can escape 
and feel a lot of pain in the hole forever 
I want to touch to a beautiful soul
I don't want to see other gross souls