I will organize the beads 
n・`)πŸ’©I want all to die except my person
My person just cannot notice me is exist 
Me is like a shadow on the internet too
I don't know how like that good person can notice me
Because I don't want others to notice me 
They will hurt me or just mock me
So want those others to just leave me alone and I'm fine that me is dead in them
I want my person to know me is exist 
I don't want to be scared alone in this world