When I feel anxiery that strange problem starts 

But I will try to think more bright thing 

I can be better 

I will be alright 

I can change 

I want to be healthy

I just want to standing normally like others 

I want to sit as much as I want one time without care about my back 

I will eat vegetables more

I'm okay 

Somebody would understand me someday

Now you just need to be better 

Don't stop trying 

It's your life

Only one time

Thank to the life 

Because it was not only bad things 

I had many happiness and could smile in this world

I just see only bad happens 

So I think like that way 

It's not a good way

There is bad 

So there is good always

Ndfnfm