I feel sad 

When I am awake I have to feel it

When I live I have to feel it

When I'm waiting for the person I have to know humans who I don't want to know 

And they hurting me

They make me want to die more and more 

Humans always told me something without know about me at all

Humans always tried to destroy my hope 

I don't want to know humans except my person 

It really makes me too much melancholic to know other rotten humans 

I feel they are very dark 

They see everything so dark 

They live in another world 

Where I don't live

And they telling me only only only what they Know already 

And they never can believe anything 

Because they are rotten 

They see the world too dark and hopeless more than me

They don't have a hope

They just live like a chimps without any brains 

They threw their heart to somewhere 

It only makes my heart feels gross to see those humans 

Me is not the one who is helpless

They are the one who is dead and helpless

I always thought so

I just have a lot of hope and bright in me in this dark world 

I don't want to live in a dark world

I feel those a lot

If I cannot touch to a good soul

I can feel happy only when I can see a good soul and keep touching to those souls

It is a rare thing to me