see
today 
last year
but when i say about this to mom before go to sleep
she laughed i think
why you remember it? lol
maybe like that
and i felt a bit sad
because she does not remember it means it is whatever thing
but its okay
she is busy and does not care about me anyways too
it is always sad that humans not remember what i remember 
like memories
i cannot forget very well
but i forget many too 
i don't want to have a memory with not my person anymore
it will be meaningless thing
or just a sad thing really
i drew Yuu alien and frog on the sand that day
u・`)✎✨🌊
i want to go to the sea with my person
but not heres 
more clean and beautiful place 
i want to go there with sandwhich 
not sure maybe onigishi πŸ™
not sure 
maybe chocolate
but not sure its bad
i am trying to byebye to them 
and not look at them
because want to fix my body problems
they are cruel